Friday, December 14, 2007

SEE YOU SOON! (part2)





I don’t remember how I got attracted to small objects. I know that all of a sudden I started to collect the small version of everything I was thinking about. That was a kind of visualizing my inner world, this time with miniature objects. I used to live with my paintings and my painted characters but for some reason I could never talk to them the way I needed to. Perhaps we did not belong to the same world. They were two dimensional and I had an extra dimension!!!

I started to miniaturize some of the characters of my stories, so I bought some toys; a plane, a yellow bus, a baby and some toy-men. I’ve read it somewhere that little children start to learn how to communicate with the real world through playing with toys. Now I speak with my miniature world. I don’t have the habit to talk about myself that much but I talk about my miniatures with my friends very often. I even shop for them as I do for myself. Someone told me that I need to talk and trust or I’ll never get back to who I used to be. That was how I’ve started to take a new look at the world and the people around me. I feel something is lingering in the air. But I need to restart all over again from the very beginning in the far far past; as far as the beginning of my childhood.

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